Friday, 20 October 2017

Cucked - Dev Diary #2

Working on A Life in Silk as help me come to terms with my sissy lifestyle. My biggest hope for ALIS was that it would help other sissy boys discover their own sexuality. But my main stretch goal was to create content that would not just inspire sissies but also educate curious Mothers of sissy boys on how to correctly rear their feminized sons.

But working on Cucked as given me the chance to explore another aspect of my sexuality, one that started to manifest itself when I left my Mother's strict household and started dating older women.

I noticed that all my relationships dissolved in me being dominated, constantly humiliated and cucked by my girlfriends. I seem to attract very sexual and dominating women. My typical relationship would start on an equal footing but I would soon find myself witnessing my own girlfriend suck other men or submit to intense strapon sessions.


The humiliation will not just be physical but deeply psychological with constant verbal abuse, I had a girlfriend call me her fag boyfriend in front of a very big alpha male. She even sent me home and spent the night with him. But instead of getting mad, I would get extremely turned on by this constant humiliation.

It took me time understand my place in all of this, to understand the why? But when I discovered the cuckold community and learned terms like beta-male, then I knew I found what I was and what I needed.

I hope that the game I'm currently working one, Cucked (working title), will inspire other white men, women, and even entire families to join the cucked lifestyle and accept Black Dominating into their lives, it's the future ;)

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